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| Friday, November 19th, 2004 | | 11:27 am |
Madrid, in a cafe.
Shortly after high school I enlisted in the Marines. After Somalia I was taken on in the US Special forces and then had my accident. A car crash in which I nearly lost my leg. Thinking back to it now I could not tell you if the "accident" was real or a set up. With the things I have seen it was more than likely planned by the agency. So now I am avoiding my employers due to a job that I have done for them because they ordered me to, only to cancel the orders after the mission was complete. Now the mission never existed, and technically neither did I, but they want to make sure that Physically I am leaving no trace. In about 15 minutes a man in a suit will enter this building with a brief case and sit in the table that is two behind me. I will join him and without saying a word, I will hand him $2000 and he will give me a key to a locker in the local station. I don’t know who this guy is or what he is like, but shortly after the exchange I will kill him. I have to, because if I don't, they will find him and torture him and the techniques they use I would not wish upon any man. I feel so backwards, sitting here in a cafe, making this log whilst I am waiting. its against everything I know, but then again it has to be done. Ciao | | Wednesday, November 17th, 2004 | | 3:39 am |
On the run and cold
In order to have some form of record of where I have been, what I have done, and how I shall soon die, I have chosen to start a journal online. I don’t care if anyone reads this, I don’t care if anyone finds it interesting. I just want to leave something behind so that others may one day find this and realise that I did exist. Right now I am running from people who will soon find and kill me. It will not matter and my death will be a mystery to those concerned as for 22 years now, I have been dead. At the age of 24 I was "killed" in an accident. I survived but an agency visited me in the hospital and offered me a chance to work for them. Looking back I ask myself that if I knew now what I did not then would I have taken the job? And sadly the answer is yes. Even though the job caused the death of my family, the end of my civilian life and the deaths of many others, I feel that the world is a better place because of the work I have done. I will elaborate more soon, but not now. My goal in these last few moments of my life is to get my story on the Internet for people to read and understand. Hopefully immortalising my life more than any child of mine could ever do. I must leave now for I am being hunted and cannot stay in one place for a long time. To whoever reads this - My story may be fragmented and hard to grasp at some points, but right now the story is just for me. KRA |
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